So I just want to thank another alcoholic for pointing out
to me that I need to edit and be more aware of this blog. In realizing this I went
back and edited every post thus far and put in a disclaimer on the side. I may
be newer in my sobriety, but I really believe that my life was saved. Being
aware is something I sometimes mistakenly forget about. This comes from years
of subscribing to the view that I just do not care what others think about me.
In the words of the great sailor philosopher “I yam what I yam and that’s all
that I yam.” Granted, I am by no means perfect. In fact I am far from perfect,
which I think is right where I need to be to survive. I currently am as honest
as I can be, do not hold resentments towards others and am quick to mind my own
business when coming across difficult situations. I am as good a person as I am
able to be. I wasn’t always this way, but I am today and have been since the
beginning of this year with a lot of effort, faith and hope.
It is true that I often suffer from absent minded professor
syndrome. I inadvertently misrepresented this blog for a sort of self meeting
which it’s not. This blog is just that, namely an online journal of my thoughts
and dealings with my issues as someone who has problems with alcohol. I will
continue to journal here without reference to my village of support as much as
possible. If I do reference something I will make anonymity my focus. I will
also continue to share my experiences outside of this blog to include how it
was for me, what happened and how it is now. The prior sentence is not for this
blog, but may occasionally show up. As I continue to attend meetings daily (I believe
I have more meetings than days sober somehow) I will continue to share what I am
supposed to in the manner I am supposed to. However, my journalistic main
emphasis here is not repetition but rather new experiences through my own
glasses.
David J
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